Brighter Place | deathbybunnies
The happiest moment of my life.
The happiest moment of my life was the outro of the last song at the end of a gig at the Happisburgh Solstice Beer Festival. The beer festival is a yearly event in a tiny village, and I’ve played there in one band or another every year it’s run. If you’ve ever watched the (original) Wicker Man & really wanted to live on that island, then you’d love it. A huge tent filled with obscurely named ales, ciders & perries that take your face off, morris dancers, live music all day every day, in the countryside, right by the sea. It kicks ass.
We headlined the Saturday night. There was a whole huge contingent down from Blackburn, and the Rises lot were over from London. (Another highlight of that weekend was Drew from Rises performing Stairway To Heaven as Kermit the Frog. I laughed so hard I nearly did permanent damage.)
The set went fantastically. You couldn’t ask for a better crowd than the one at Happisburgh — they were jumping all over the place, and we were giving it eleven. The line up was me singing, Pete playing guitar, Tony on drums (his first gig as our ‘official’ drummer), Marcus on bass, Si was on the decks, and Drew had joined us on the bongos & congas. We’d split the set into two, and by the time we were coming up to the big close, we were really coming up.
At the time, we always played “Brighter Place” as our encore, because it had a huge outro, and man did we love an outro! As I started to sing “Some may find sweeter life”, and Pete and Marcus came in under that with “I caught it, I love it”, I was really peaking. The sky was huge & full of stars, the crowd was a howling, dancing vortex, the drums and bass were driving harder & harder, I was totally channeled into the music, singing, dancing in weird, disjointed spasms, and I had that beautiful sense of connectedness I’ve only ever known from being tight with a band — out through my mouth, my voice mixed in harmonies with all of theirs’, and spiraled out to the universe — beautiful. We drove the song harder & higher to the crescendo, my head just filling up & up with the sheer noise … And then, I took a step back from the mic, and as I was dancing, I spun around, and I can still see, perfectly clearly, what I saw there: A snapshot, in deep, ecstasy-enriched colours, of Pete, and Tony, and Marcus, all of us, high & totally into it, and we were bonded in that moment as only musicians ever can be, and I loved them totally, my brothers.
So this is that song, and that outro. It, too, was recorded in London with Rises. It’s not as good as the version we played that night (what could be?), and the mixing of it was perhaps a little undermined by certain excesses, but that’s just how we rolled, motherfuckers! ;)